transition, transition, transition. i’m adjusting. i thought i was gonna vomit the other day and tried my hardest to not jump out the window. i didn’t, i’m in one piece…i thought my mind was gonna explode. then i prayed. hard. a lot, and it worked. then i slept really well. and i prayed, hard. and prayed some more, and my day was great. absolutely wonderful!
i feel so blessed…if only i were more patient…but i guess that’s what happens with a type A personality like myself. i guess that’s what happens when you get trained in such a linear, clear-cut way, in such a corporate setting, that once you get thrown into a complete counter-cultural way of life, things aren’t as cut and dry, moments aren’t so clear, and you end up wrestling with situations a little bit more than expected, hoped, or anticipated for. i think it’s a great thing that i’m resilient, but moreso, point is, prayer works, and prayer is so good. openness. oh, so good.
SO GOOD. i’m smiling. 🙂